The beginning of this year feels like three years ago now, I don’t feel so young as I did before nothings forever, enjoy everything while it last. I also haven’t cut my bangs since January which is really weird because Ive been cutting them for three years now. Haven’t dyed my hair too , don’t feel the need to change anything recently. I’ve been very grateful recently i cry sometimes. I feel very good about myself this year.
For the first time since I was a kid, I feel like I know who I am, I know no matter what, I have me, no matter what I face I’ll have me and it’ll be ok.
Been thinking about the past and how time changes, I feel so much older, less colder , and more aware of my thoughts. No more shutting down and more being honest with myself. A few months ago I was wondering what I’d be doing now who I would be, and I’m proud of myself for not giving up. All though circumstances were hard I never gave up and I’m still going.
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